01879cam a2200397 i 4500 1164660464 TxAuBib 20180418120000.0 170710s2018||||||||||||||||||||||||eng|u 2017022920 9780316463997 hardcover 031646399X hardcover (OCoLC)993419947 DLC eng rda DLC BTCTA YDX BDX CHILD OCLCQ TOH JAG JQR OCLCO ORX IUO KYC BKL ILC TxAuBib rda Pan, Emily X. R, author. The astonishing color of after / Emily X.R. Pan. First edition. New York : Little, Brown and Company, 2018. 472 pages ; 22 cm. txt rdacontent n rdamedia nc rdacarrier Leigh Chen Sanders is absolutely certain about one thing: when her mother died by suicide, she turned into a bird. When she travels to Taiwan to meet her maternal grandparents for the first time, Leigh is determined to find her mother, the bird. In her search, she winds up chasing after ghosts, uncovering family secrets, and forging a new relationship with her grandparents. And as she grieves, she must try to reconcile the fact that on the same day she kissed her longtime secret crush, Axel, her mother was taking her own life. 20180418. Suicide Fiction. Grief Fiction. Artists Fiction. Racially mixed people Fiction. Grandparents Fiction. Secrecy Fiction. Americans Taiwan Fiction. Taiwan Fiction. Young adult fiction. TXKIP